National Boss Day - Thanks Christa

Apparently today is national boss day and what better a reason than to make Banana Cream Pie. 

I dont really have an occupational boss, nor the means to make banana cream pie - and thats the end of that. 

Christa you should know full well that the only reason Im doing this is for you, I wished we could have talked more today actually., I understand how life goes etc. I guess it just means Ill have to come back up. The happenings of Shea Times within the last few weeks have probably been more eventful than I can recall at this moment or any moment for that matter and the reasoning for that is as follows: when a person is thrown into a world of new things, the details of all these things seem to take the back seat, and just remembering what needs to be done, by when, for who and in what order becomes the pilot. To be honest though, I dont feel like my life is all that crazy, but when I look back - there are a lot of things going on. Rocky came and visited last week which can only be described as probably the most rejuvenating visit imaginable. Its just been really hard these last few weeks and it was very much time to see each other again. 

COUNTDOWN : 36 days.

Lately I have found myself wondering how much people genuinely care. Especially when it comes to Rocky and I. Its engrained in my mind that when I talk about him or things that I consider about him, that a lot of people role their minds eye and just grin and bear it. There are a select few that I truly believe care (Christa, you fall in that catagory) but its hard for me to believe others. 

There are girls going nuts upstairs, which just makes me feel kind of tired. Sometimes I think I dont have enough moxie for this. Thank goodness strength doesnt come from my own gut.