Call to Prayer in Ankara, Turkey

Im listening to the call to prayer on Youtube over Ankara. It makes me miss it more than I know how to explain. JJ will be going there really soon which gives all the more reason for a trip there say, this summer?

Its hard to blog from these computers because it doesnt feel safe. Its very much a psychological thing, but even if there is one person in here, its really hard to do. Im alone at the moment, so we'll see how well thoughts come through my fingers. 

The past few days have been so good. Stretching and rewarding in countless ways. God has placed a deeper desire to know Him so much more always in my heart in these last few days. It has the feeling of something that continually is growing and feeding. 

I have that thought, that thought in the back of my head that is so often there, that I should be somewhere else, talking with someone, hanging out or whatever. Its hard a lot of the time for me to truly be content where I am when Im there. All together though, its been incredible being here.

Its time to see Rock. I can feel it in us both. Like a picture of a face streaked with dried tears and a blank face - exhaustion. Thats what its beginning to feel like.