Wonderful Maker - Jeremy Camp

I find myself coming to really humble places the past couple days. Originally when we got to Billings my heart just burned and my eyes couldnt find a single place of rest - espcially in the city. But Im finding, not just by word of mouth - but in myself, that God truly is home. I have the image of folding into God when I hear the word "refuge" and it much resembles folding into the chest of the person that you trust and you know will be the strong one and care enough to protect you above all else while you hide your face.

No matter the things racing through my heart, missing Rock, school coming up, what happens next - no matter how hard it is for me to remember how much God has a plan and that He is good, no matter how hard it is for me to believe it, I Know it still stands.

There are so many parallels between my relationship with God and my relationship with Rocky. I wonder if God intends it to be that way, because it certainly has helped me learn so much about God's heart for me and the beauty of my heart towards His and the beauty of mine towards Rocky's as well. Just like I choose to follow Rocky even when I dont FEEL it, I choose to follow God's Word even when I dont FEEL Him.

Bethany is laying on the couch with Aiden asleep on her chest and shes just watching him sleep. She loves him so much and I just think its so beautiful. End of story.