dishes and vaccuming.

It has been a struggle to cling to thankfulness - even though I know and feel it is right and necessary because there are so many ways in which the LORD has been providing, why do I doubt that He will provide now?
Just had a bit of a scare in extending my visa, and its clear that I just need to trust the LORD for it, that no matter how it works it is His plan, His purpose, His design.
Some days I find my heart and mind seemingly in the clouds riding with thoughts of high things and what the LORD is like and how I know Jesus more, and then some days it seems like living out His Word is very practical, very applicable to every day things. I suppose its silly to tangibly realize that, of course Scripture has applicable every day stuff...I just feel it now. Because its not like in comparison to eternity that this immigration stuff or visas etc. even weighs in the balance; but that doesnt mean that it has no value and should be neglected entirely. Its a perspective thing. That I dont get lost in the things of this world, "forgetting what I have learned", but that the things in every day life in this world have value for now and are lived out with the right perspective. Im a vessle of rambling thoughts, but its what I feel. So, in this particular period of my life, doing and sending immigration documents and required extras is an important detail of life, though I want to live through it in such a way that my perspective remains eternal and of value; and I think, right now, that may just mean trusting the LORD.