Nellies birth story

I hate all of this. I hate being away from him. I hate not being able to TALK with him. I hate not knowing where his heart is. I hate not knowing where he is. I hate not seeing him. I hate forgetting the little things he does that make me love him so much more. I hate feeling like theres something wrong. I hate certain things Ive carelessly done in my past. I hate certain things he's carelessly done in his. I hate that sin is a part of every day life. I hate that Im not with him to learn how to fight better. I hate that I cant ask him about things the way I can when were together. I hate not being with the one I love.