The LORD's provision...again
One day this last week I collapsed in tears for the people we have left from this last year of our life, for all the overwhelming changes that we face now, for fears, insecurities, and anything I might have spilled that day. Even though I knew in my head that the Lord has provided community before, and that He has led us here, I started to wonder whether this new move somehow wouldnt have the community I wanted. Part of me also admits that even though I DO want that fellowship with people, I DONT want to leave behind those that Ive shared such sweet fellowship with in this last chapter of our lives. Part of me I think has been holding back from being willing to put myself out there again; even though I so much need it.
Well - the Lord truly has been faithful, since the night that my heart was poured out all over, it has been very clear that God has been blessing my days with people. Sweet people. "New" cousins and friends. Crafting afternoons. Creativity. I even just met a girl in the thrift store who wants to hang out this week.
I have a picture that I would love to post here of a head of barley - signifying the Lords provision for ALL of our needs.
Well - the Lord truly has been faithful, since the night that my heart was poured out all over, it has been very clear that God has been blessing my days with people. Sweet people. "New" cousins and friends. Crafting afternoons. Creativity. I even just met a girl in the thrift store who wants to hang out this week.
I have a picture that I would love to post here of a head of barley - signifying the Lords provision for ALL of our needs.
I feel so out of touch with you, friend! Good to hear your thoughts... hugs and love.. praying for you guys!
ReplyDeleteI can hear your voice as I read your post. And I miss it in real life.
ReplyDeleteIsn't God so patient with us? I feel like often He is saying to me, "Brooke, haven't I always been faithful? Haven't I been merciful before? I'm still that same God. Just trust in Me only, it's gonna be good!"