This Week.

This week I am in Pennsylvania. I surprised my brother for his grad from high school. We are already finished day 1 and it has been really strange for me in some respects, to be back here. It truly does not feel like home, almost in a irritating way - where I feel like I truly could not live here at this stage in my life. And maybe that is just the LORD's grace to me in living far away, if I missed this place so much, it would be harder to let a new place be home.
Its been nice to be here. Its hard for me though to really find my place - to know my purpose here I guess. At home I have specific things Im accountable for, cooking every night, a home to keep tidy - and now its like, make supper so mom doesnt have to (which I do enjoy) and other than that, just visiting and fitting into other peoples schedules.
Its weird.
And I miss my husband.