tv shows and coffee.

At this moment I feel so deeply the grossness of sin, of my sin, others sin. Its in moments like these when my heart is quiet enough to hear the outcry of my heart that I can see and recognize we are created for something better, something deeper; and I can hear the GROANING. There are times when suddenly I am exhasted of all desire to be surface and pleasant - times when I want others to be HONEST - then realize that Im not even honest - times when the imperfection in our relationship with the LORD is devestating - when the inward groans to be a part of WHAT WE ARE CREATED FOR is louder than any tv show or small talk coffee shop.